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date:Sunday, June 6, 2010
title:Whoosh..
Okay this has been a really really long time since i last posted... january 23rd till now haha. it has been a couple of months alr... gosh.

many has happened throughout these few months. since getting into jc, this is like the toughest stage of my life. going through all the bullshit and crap, i guess it just makes me a stronger person in the near future? whatever.

okay let's see for the past few months... okay good that i've broaden my social circle by a lot, be it new friends or getting more closer friends, which is kinda good.

of cos troubles seemed to flow greatly these few months, hopefully it will be gone yea.

okay look at this: when you're recovering from the lowest point of your life, you will realise that that you can actually do much more with your abilities.
sounds cool yea.

okay that's all for now at least. seeya guys soon. byebye.

date:Saturday, January 23, 2010
title:Nan Hua NPCC.
okay i will start with squad chalet.

day one.
went late cos i had NP in the aftnoon. okay before that shall talk abt my encounter with 999. okay so i was on my way to sch. then at some lift lobby, i heard a squeak. removed my earphones and looked ard. there was nth. omg. then i hear it again. turned and saw a moving plastic bag(yes it was scary initially). two postmen(one uncle and auntie) came and we looked at the bag. we predicted an animal. gosh it was pretty scary, in fear of violent or dead animals in it.

the uncle suggested to call the police. they said they need to deliver mails, so the ending was me calling the police. 999 as i dialled, omg the feeling is haha, cool. it's my first time calling the cops manz. okay so i waited for a while and the police came. omg before they came i was pitying the animals in the bag manz. okay then the police came. and i noticed the surroundings of the plastic bag was wet, but not smelly.

okay so the police took my particulars and they opened the bag. gosh in it had 3 lil kittens. they released it and i went to sch. gosh which bloody idiot did this kinda thing manz. such an asshole. okay this encounter is weird haha.

k aft NP i went for squad chalet. carried like super heavy stuff there manz. k reached and the the rest are alr eating/playing. k cant stand the hunger and ate a lot manz. k aft that was gl session at someone haha. then Adwin and i decided to sit down and have a chat. yea contents are confidential. haha.

the rest wanted to watch a movie so they left and some of us decided to stay in the chalet. helped that hxx finish a truckload of satay manz. tv was kinda okay. decided to talk some crap and made the boring show interesting lol.

k aft that we decided to sleep and wake up at 4am to watch soccer @ mac. however, we woke up and cont sleeping cos i initiated to sleep longer. lol.


day two.
woke up at ard 8am. ate the soggy noodles and stared into space. did some lame stuff till like 12pm and as the rest went to the beach, i decided to return to NH and take a look at PT. it was okay and i joined them for some parts. haha then there was some funny stuff abt kataks and we were laughing like mad. okay left and went back to chalet. most of them went to rent bikes so yea i stoned at the chalet for a while.

k went to downtown east aftwards to join the rest for dinner. dinner was abt crapping abt our times as cadets and NCOs. haha those were the days manz. nostalgic times...

k at the makan place we watch a show called Ninja Warrior. haha it was super funny and i decided to create some sound effects by singing OH IT WAS SAD when the contestant failed. haha it was funny cos everyone was watching the same show. haha.

k went back to chalet. cont watching the same show. haha then we crapped for a while before Bong finally arrived and the rest went to cycle. i stayed in the chalet and watched Idol. haha it was funny since it's still in the auditions episodes. haha.

CJ came back cos of some incident and haha sth funny happened through the process lar. well we decided to stay in the chalet. i was kinda bored so yea i volunteered to buy some mac manz. haha. k since there was only one extra bike, i cycled alone to downtown and got mac for them. the sad thing was my coke toppled and yea emo -.- k went back anyway and yea we ate haha. aft eating we went to sleep. haha i guess i was too tired manz.


day three.
woke up and it was time to book out. well standard process and we chatted as we went back. wanted to go straight to sch and bathe etc there but however, i received a message from Sir Louis stating that he has alr known his postings and he's back in Nan Hua. gosh i was so excited and i decided to rush home to open my letter box and look at my postings. i opened the letter and with much anticipation, i read the letter.

bold and underlined, it stated Nan Hua High School. omg and i shouted yes so loud, not caring that i was at the lift lobby. happy, i bathed and went to Nan Hua. haha k looked at PT again and haha heard of sth. then we decided to do sth with regards to acting. gosh the acting not so good arh haha ppl who read this will know what i'm talking abt. played soccer and scored two in a game, including a header. haha quite happy. then we discussed abt cc criteria aftwards and i went to eat with James since he went back to Nan Hua. haha talked abt the happy times in Nan Hua, gosh i'll definitely miss Nan Hua like crazy manz. k that marks the end of my squad chalet days. haha.


okay following day was parade. well it's my first proper parade as a CI. so yea kinda fresh to many stuff haha. next let's talk abt Saturday, Air Rifle Briefing. haha the Air Rifle was kinda uncomfortable for Jing Zhen and i cos they didnt provide the left-handed Air Rifles. okay so i shot and got only 5 lol.

hmm k then we left.

okay that's all. while tying, i kept thinking abt the days in Nan Hua. gosh those were really nostalgic manz. i really wanna return to those days again. well well...

okay hoping to get into JJ Arts now. and yea it was really a great feeling to be posted back to Nan Hua. :D

date:Thursday, January 21, 2010
title:Funny Stuff.
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

LET’S START!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Us Against The World by Westlife
(Sounds like some mission haha.)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Ye Qu by Jay Chou
(LOL i love the rhythm at night? hahaz.)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
No Boundaries by Kris Allen
(HAHA I CAN CLIMB ANY MOUNTAIN, make it THROUGH THE PAIN, blabla and there's NO BOUNDARIES! :D)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Ai De Jiu Shi Ni by Wang Li Hom
(Huh what the...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Zui Chang De Dian Ying by Jay Chou
(Seriously i know it's a long road to go haha.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Low by Flo Rida
(I know i'm funsized -.-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
What's Your Name by Jesse McCartney
(LOL! whose name? cant think of any manz.)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Kong Qiu Qian by Lin Yu Zhong
(That means it ends up with nth? Haha.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
You Are So Beautiful by Danny Gokey[American Idol cover]
(ZOMG! Haha funny.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Goodnight and Goodbye by Jonas Brothers
(ROFL! do i even like someone?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Ai Ni Deng Yu Ai Zi Ji by Wang Lee Hom
(LOL! this is quite funny.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Wo De Nan Peng You by Elva Hsiao
(Haha that means i want a girlfriend when i grow up haha.)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Always by Bon Jovi
(Honored that ppl will love me always haha.)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hit You With The Real Thing by Westlife
(LOL! Funnyz...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Ni Shi Wo De Yan by Yoga Lin[One Million Star Cover]
(Haha the person i like is my eyes like i see what she sees? haha funny.)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Wo Bu Pei by Jay Chou
(No hobby nor interest? hahaz...)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Someday by Rob Thomas
(Haha yea it will be revealed someday~~)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Miss You by Westlife
(Omg totally suits a graduate like me now. yea i'll miss them very much)

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Little Wonders by Rob Thomas
(Haha lil stuff that ppl do to give me a shock? haha.)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Turn Right by Jonas Brothers
(Sad song. i must turn left now lols.)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Wo Zhen De Shou Shang Le by Chen Wei Lian
(LOL! you mean the song makes me laugh? haha now it does.)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Should've Said No by Taylor Swift
(HAHA! hmm should've said no to some stuff? haha.)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Queen Of My Heart by Westlife
(LOL! link?)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Im Gonna Getcha Good by Jonas Brothers
(Which means i would? and a good one too. haha.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sing by The Carpenters
(Yea they wan me to sing more to them haha.)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Zui Chi Bi by JJ Lin
(Haha acc to the songs, it means yea :X)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Poor Unfortunate Souls by Jonas Brothers
(Haha what does that mean manz, k lar scared i lonely lol.)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Lonely by Akon
(LOL! true true. should have made more frens)

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
Smooth Criminal by Michael Jackson
(Haha! i'll ask my boss if he/she is okay or not haha.)

WHAT WOULD THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE SAY TO YOU?
No Place That Far by Westlife
(WOW! my love of my life will go through so much just be be with me siol. COOL!)

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO YOUR WORST ENEMY-TURN-FRIEND?
Hua Hai by Jay Chou
(Yea i wouldnt want a new found fren to leave if you guys know the song haha.)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Bet On It by Zac Effron
(Yea it's all nothing but the truth... i mean what i say.)

date:Saturday, January 16, 2010
title:OC'10
K i'm back from OC... as a senior 老鸟... haha.

well went to Nan Hua in the aftnoon. my hands really got tired just from waving >.< hmm went to eat and went to look ard aft that. hmm the games are pretty much entertaining for the sec 1s, they seemed to be having fun. well that's like the goal or objective anyway so yea it's pretty okay.

went to look at the campcraft team do their pt lol.

got bored and went to play soccer after that. hmm i think it was a pretty good game for me i guess. new experience gained towards dribbling. haha. k aft that went to help ard and got my yellow OC tee. simple but good... 简单就是美吧 haha. k then talked to batch ppl and we were talking abt last yr's OC. went down and helped ard like moving tables yea. shared and few jokes and time for the 'old birds' to work. k sec 1s talent time. hmm the performance itself i guess it was okay, wasnt really concentrating on their performance lol. seems like their class enjoyed themselves.

hmm was crapping with a few juniors at that time. some are really very random lol. k lar at least it was quite entertaining. went to talk to batchmates aft that. hmm we were really making comments abt the new sch system and yea... well well maybe i should be lucky i had Dr Foo for 4 yrs, like SERIOUSLY.

alumni performance was like the highlight of the night manz. beatboxing. haha it was quite good. next was the dance. everyone enjoyed it manz. with songs like apologize, 撑腰 and Sorry Sorry, we followed with the beat haha.

k end of the Orientation Night. and then Mr Edmund Ng came. the gals were like super high lol. started talking abt this yr and last yr. then haha. the good part was i think that last yr's camp was well planned cos I WAS ONE OF THE PLANNERS. then Mr Ng was like trying to gl me, as always. but hmm... somehow, the things that he say or think always make some sense, with stuff like working under the perimeter... k lar i learnt some stuff from him lol.

aft that batchmates and i went down to talk crap... started talking abt the good old days and yea as usual, gossips :D haha. aft that time for the sec 1s to bathe and yea they needed my help so yea went to help out luh. haha sth funny happened in the toilet that i guess quite a number of ppl know what happened. pls comment if you know what it was, k it was the ten seconds incident. haha. brought some sec 1s to their toilets to bathe. someone commented 我在带我的孩子 -.- lol. k then it was 12am! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BOSS(JAMES)! haha nice fren, good brother. we sorta agreed we share the same fate lol. best wishes yea.

went to talk to NP juniors aft that... hmm it was okay i guess. all the best bahs.

k then went to shower and aft i came out, the best thing was that the teacher went to put me in charge to turn off all the lights and fans and get the leaders to go and sleep. best~~ what a tough job it was, thought that old birds shouldnt be doing all those lol... but whatever it is since the teacher trusted me into doing it so just do luh... haha the leaders know what was the limits though. thanks...

k sat down with my batchmates and crapped again. they were talking abt my compatibility with someone-.- and they had fun manz >.< and yes i shared my life story in Nan Hua and they think mine was very entertaining. true it was a roller coaster ride for me. then we started talking abt doing how much work in our CCAs and of cos the political stuff in the past. well well it's all over so yea we just had a laugh at it. wanted to get the breakfast at 4am but everyone ended up sleeping...

got awoke by all the noise and went to wash up aft that. gave the council exco some advices as they asked me and yea they did a pretty good job aft that.

batchmates finally woke up and yea we went to talk crap and bought mac delivery. haha. k ate and went to look ard yea. started talking abt Taeyang's Wedding Dress and played the song haha. k then we decided to go home early haha... and here i am blogging abt it haha.

hmm i think that the juniors have done a pretty good job in planning the camp even with so many restrictions. only that some planning from yea that organisation that aint from the sch anymore had really weird plannings and it made things pretty difficult. but well the student leaders did okay and good effort guys.

well i guess that's all. oh ya i havent blog abt my results. gosh nvm shall do it next time. byebye ppl! thanks for the memories batchmates, you guys were great :D

date:Saturday, January 9, 2010
title:Done?
hey my first post of the new year haha.

busy throughout the week yea... actually i still have some undone stuff to do but well i shall blog first...

cca extravaganza week. hmm pretty much of training. efforts were paid off i guess. haha.

hmm carebear joke was quite funny haha.

k now my new year resolutions(finally)...

first, btr study hard no matter where i'm going manz.

second, do my job well as a CI.

third, be healthy.

fourth, wish everyone else is happy.

fifth, just try my best in whatever that i needa do.

haha okay that's all i have here i guess. back to work. byebye.

date:Wednesday, December 30, 2009
title:Gosh...
Hmm had a bad headache throughout the day -.-
anyway went back to school today and it's like the last day i can use 407 to get into sch manz. gosh that's fast to end the year manz.

anyway saw quite a number of teachers today cos they had some teacher's meeting or sth haha. some were quite surprised to see me, some as per normal and some smiling like dunno what(actually it's their usual self :D) haha.

yea talked to some of them and talking abt results is really oh my gosh manz. there's this thrill or excitement or anxious feeling lar gosh.

anyway i saw Mr Chew today!!!!! haha. talked to him and yea he wants to know my Physics results lol. well well i guess i'll see him real soon manz... real soon :)

okay that's all. haha. byebye.

date:Sunday, December 27, 2009
title:Poles Apart.
hmm somehow things are different and i dont know why...

back to the good old times... somehow there's a gap now. shall i put it in this way: 代沟...

it's like happening right here, right now. dun really feel good abt it, but i'm still in it.

no choice, i guess that's just... LIFE.

should i even go for it that time? i keep asking myself this question, and i still dun really have an answer. haiz...

dun really bother asking me what izzt, not many will actually figure it out. fyi it has nth to do with BGR.

so yea that's all for today.