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Kay i shall start from monday, gah really no mood to post, some know why...

monday
went to sch for OC campfire briefing. in the end np have to do sentry and night activity also. wah the powerpoint presentation really very long lol. then it ended and exco and us started to discuss abt so many stuff abt OC. kays then it really finally ended. went to play soccer a while yea then went to JP with that adwin ho and cj. kay walked for duno what... then home-ed to prepare my uniform.

tuesday
muster parade! before that i was running like nuts. kays then finally muster parade. lol i was promoted to sgt, seriously i am quite shocked. okay then release of posting. i am sec 2 drill instructor. okay then FDC. okay we learnt all the formations. yea aft that i was so blur that i asked wai hoong to explain abt OC to CIs when i know more. haha ps wh. okay debrief, dismissal and went to find james abt OC stuff again. then went to KFC to wait for admin ppl to eat at sumo then yea home-ed. gah i got a really bad feeling abt sth.


k i dun think i have anything else to post le. buhbye.
Hmm today went to shop...

lol finally got my CNY clothes. spent ard $300(actually is $400 but got discount). lol bla tmr will be oc campfire comm meeting. shall see how it goes then... nth much le buhbye!
Boring day. rarr... rarr... rarr... just feel like rarr-ing grr...

hmm what shall i tok abt... okay shall tok abt sec 3 life bahs...

January
my year starts as i am introduced to a new class, S307. wearing long pants as part of a uniform was still quite okay for me, as some of them felt sort of 'warm'. yea icebreaking blabla and it's time for dismissal. hmm yea training for cca ex fdc for the whole week. cant imagine i am preparing for cca ex next year alr. how were those days. yea this is the time when np starts to have a great series and flow of events for the sec 3s, which is us. we were exposed to more challenging stuff, even in academics, upper sec stuff is really difficult.

February
hmm the chinese new year month for this year. hmm yea i think the highlight of this month for me is the marksman test bahs. and this is the month when the whole squad is more bonded together alr. kays and comes common test 1. hmm first sec 3s common test. totally diff stuff i saw when i was in lower sec. oh and mrs lee and miss lim informed me that my grp's CSSP project was chosen as the pilot project and we were supposed to present @ HTA. this is the first time we are exposed to such stuff. yea so jun wei, chee chooong, chang sheng, trevor and i began on this project one month ahead.

March
hmm the presentation of the CSSP. rather successful though, everyone was happy. life became more 'life' soon, as everything was more sociable. helping others was a more often job now. and here comes a new project. planning a game for the sec 1 swearing in ceremony. so jerald, yangyee and i volunteered and the plaaning started.

April
hmm all i can remember is sports day marshal and speech day marshal. cos aft that was midyr examination period le. nth much happening in sch.

May
exam ends, np starts. hmm well first was a really great escape camp... survival camp. haha cos before it was parent meeting session. haha. lol great camp. love it. well i think i still miss those eating days. kay the end of this month was the sec 1 swearing in ceremony itself. great event though.

June
hectic np month. NCO camp and tons of courses. courses month. kays then integrated trip. another highlight. actually june is really very busy. almost everyday for event. hmm then last day of holiday was NCO posting. and my life as pt head starts...

July
first month as NCO. hmm i dun really know what to say. i think the highlight of this month was my appointment as parade commander for the sch's ndp celebration bah. like what else. meeting new frens, having tons of encouragements sort of pulled myself up.

August
NDP. hmm yea nervous but sorta overcame it. thx a lot for a lot of ppl de encouragement. yea common test period. end and teachers' day and holidays. alr busy preparing for EOYs.

September
mugging month. sheesh lol.

October
end of EOYs. busy month. np np and np. hmm NE should be the highlight. yea then i needa prepare for unit hike also.

November
a month full of np. annual camp, unit hike. blabla actually my whole sec 3 life revolves ard np.

December
hmm the squad alw trying to find time to play together. yea and tt's the end of my sec 3 life in nan hua i guess. the next few days are also busy.


hmm this year for me is the revolution year for me i guess. a lot of things changed for me. on how i look at life, ppl, handle matters. and i started giving ppl a lot of advices. hmm and i met with sth very impt that made a big impact on my life. yea and that's the end of my sec 3 life in nan hua.
haha went to school in the morning for parade planning. went there and yea sat down for only 10mins and off we went to the parade square to practice muster parade. only 8 of us on one big parade square. lol. the muster parade is still pretty confusing though.

okay aft that went back to np room to discuss on parade planning again. bla but before that... wai hoong, chee choong and my NDP picture is finally on the notice board lol. it's just beside the SAC. we were taking the pledge then lol. my drill cane is hidden on my left hand so it couldnt be spotted lol. kays back at np room and discussed abt the parade on the 30th dec. well everything was planned alr haha.

kays aft that bong, polar and i went to watch twilight. aft twilight went to BK to eat. haha and we crapped a lot and it's really a lot lol. lol cnt say what we crapped abt lar cos later someone would get angry over this small matter again T.T

yea aft tt home-ed and crapped on the way with bong cos he took the lrt with me as he was going to cashew heights. and here i am blogging lol.

gah and i realised something aft looking at a lot of my pics. i am getting a lot redder. and the red looks like some freaking drunkard red you know. it looks like i keep spamming beer or whatever alcohol on myself T.T

muster parade is coming eh... like the whole thing would be out soon. nvm but all i wanna say is the truth will be out when the results are out? sounds crap uh lol.

okay monday is OC campfire comm meeting, tues parade and fri is sch. wow that's very fast. kays nth much to post buhbye.
Haha merry chirstmas and a very happy bday Jesus lol!

Hmm i just realised i haven't been posting for quite long alr lol. okay practically is FDC and squad chalet. very lazy to post lehs cos a lot of things happened... like me and ppl like polar fixing a bike in the middle of the road and we all got drenched for like lets say ard 3+ 4 hours?

oh and my left thumb is dead. being a lefty, i cannot even hold a chopstick properly now chao sad face.

oh ya i wanna tok abt xiao niang re. seriously the show a little bit dramatic only how can a person run all the way from Singapore to Malacca? and can even cry and slap herself at the same time? and how come the whoever want to hide under the blanket instead of running away? sometimes really no link de.

okay better be in good mood since it's christmas. muahahaha presents lol. gah type until finger pain le read the top and you would know haha. bye!
Bleh!

Okay today was the first official np event aft the np break. okay i dun know if it would be a long post or what haha see how far my fingers want me to type then...

woke up chao early to prepare my stuff. kays then reached school ard 6.45 and went on the memorise some stuff. sec 2s fell in as they had the sec 1'09 registration thingy. wanted to get np room key but none of the TOs was here yet so have to stone for a while. jw, wh came and i saw boss james(haha he calls me boss too). wh and i went to discuss with him abt the OC thingy. okay a lot of changes to be made, very complicated.

then fell in and started with workplan. all the dates are out alr, like when is the courses blabla bla, sec 4s have nth much though. in the process of workplan, my whole left hand turned red, thx to quite a number of ppl T.T

okay end of workplan, break and clean up np room time. during break went to play some basketball lol. then went back to np room and did some random stuff like preparing for the game station. kays then aft tt everyone fall in and groupings. haha my grp was grp 1. we were the first grp to leave.

okay aft blablabla(process too long lazy to type) my grp came in 2nd and it seems like my grp is the only grp whom walked almost throughout this whole amazing race thingy, still go and buy bubbletea somemore.

kays aft tt was debrief and yea TOs said a lot of things and aft tt some council peeps were there and talked abt OC again.

went to queensway got squad tee and home-ed. my day ended quickly again cos of np.

okay got to polish my boots soon le bla monday is like aft xxx days i am wearing boots again. k bb.
Good afternoon readers,

well morning went to queensway, got sth i wanted. muahahaha!

kays then went to sch and discussed abt the retreat tmr. haha cnt leak out too much sia.

kays home-ed and tv-ed. that xiao niang2 re3 is pissing me off. wth the show actually showed the lead actress buring an ancestral tablet. the two of them is chao mean i tell you. first time i watch show got force ppl to burn ancestral tablet le. wth like the show inside those characters hor no parents give birth de izzt? see the ancestral tablet buring also like no feeling like that. i think they still at there um4 chio3 lar.

lol but the mordern part quite true lar. she said sth like learn to forgive and forget easily. what for go and hate then every morning wake up live in this kinda misery. agree to a big extent lar. no point hating sia. like you hate le that person can change like that.

hmm but youngsters like us very difficult to learn that sia. it's almost impossible to learn it, even if you really try very hard to. nan2 dao4 we must old le then can learn this thing? LOL!

kays np's schedule is marshal, workplan and retreat. wow aft break came back then so many events le worh.. but i like lol.

kays nth much to post got to prepare for tmr le. bye!
Hey guys!

okay morning went for flagday. well did from 8-3. nth much to highlight though. but one thing: woots i finally got sth i wanted for a long time lol!

aft tt went home too tired so slept. woke up ate then it was the nyonya hour. lol. here's a song:

Tri-La-Li-La-La-Baba, Tri-La-Li-La-La-Nyonya, Punchok lah pisang, si-bunga rampey

lol is the chen sheng always sing one lol randomness. kays nth much tmr still have to go to school so bye!
Evening SANTAs!

how izzt going buying presents? lol!

kays slacked for the whole day. evening went to jurong point. lol it is now called the 'enlarged jurong point', there's a poster stating that lol. okay lar it's 90% done just that some shops are still undergoing renovation. and they have a chao big carpark now. no worries abt no parking lots like last time.

okay tmr's flag day i think i have to start packing my stuff soon le. BYE!
Morning jokers!

Kays post. aft my lobang yea then i was slacking at home. omg. then at night was the Xiao Niang Re show for two hours. wah mediacorp really likes to make people busy sia. 8pm i think almost everyone would be sitting down at their TVs watching le. LOL and Babas in the past use a lot of hairgel sia lol. but they look quite neat lar lol.

oh haha bought chocolates and chips for the night but i've just finished it lol. anyway also it's the last day for late nights le lar. since wednesday got flagday, thursday i'm going out and friday back for np. then next week monday is cca ex FDC, tuesday to wednesday squad chalet, thursday x'mas, then aft tt need to help to do OC stuff, then school jiu reopen le... busy le busy le lol.

oh ya btw the twilight soundtrack Still Believe In Love is chao nice. you should go and listen haha.

okay just some random pics:


Haha the resolution not good enough but i took it pretty well uh? haha.Yea you belive? try it luh.

Kays end of post. BYE!
Kays it has been a long time since i last posted. well but i just dun feel like posting what happened for the past few days. partly lazy, partly duno what to write. just feel like ranting.

arghs alr written one very long ranting post, even mixing up the words. but well just decided to delete it. there's a gut feeling telling me not to post that thing that i have been thinking SINCE SEC ONE. but well i still have to write one sentence:

Being Alone Is Never The Best Thing.

this sentence left me into thinking and i am very very very very EMO now. i am thinking why am i left to think up with this sentence. well but i jolly know why i am thinking of these now. really concerns on a lot of factors. if i didnt think of one factor i wouldnt be left with thinking of this sentence.

well kkays end of post. not targetting at anyone, just thinking deep into thoughts.

ps busy days are coming soon!
Evening busy ppl!

I've been too bored and nth to do man. I've done all my things, and tv-ing for the whole day. gosh these days are getting REALLY REALLY BORED. Faints.

okay juz for fun post. bye. lol.
Geeh people!

days are getting boring. someone pls organise sth lol. oh ya if you think my post's words are too squeezed, go view, text size and change it to a smaller one. If you use firefox it should be okay.

bla is there anything else i can do? okay i've studied alr, other than that, what else? GAH! this is getting more stupid. i still have to wait for a week before there's np. it seems short, but it is still a very long week to go. then when it comes to np, it will *zoom*, then sch reopens. gah good times have wings*faints*.

bla someone give me a topic to blog abt. i have nth much now. bye!
Very late evening guys!

Haha new blog skin. cool eh haha. kays it's veh late le and i am still awake and blogging haha. lol nth much to blog leh.

btw i am in mars le haha. mars is almost the same as saturn luh, just that it has free mars bars lol.

kays cant wait for next week. np is finally back! woohoo!

btw someone asked me a question and lol i couldn't really answer it. it was sth like wah you ___ hor number _ also can be ______ _________ for ___ sia how come uh? nvm you all wun get it lol. veh random lol cos nth much to blog.

oh and i've seen how a teacher types a testimonial for a secondary school graduate leh. lol seriously is can write what jiu write de. but it must be good lar. read le quite convinced. haha i read over 30+ testimonials luh. kays random again lol.

haha maybe some day i will type out another post on that LABELLED thingy lol. kays tt's all bye!
Hey guys!

gah i am seriously bored, even when i go out. there's nth much to see. idk why. i'm chao bored. gah np is like next friday. gosh. np faster come lol.

kays i am off to mars on wednesday instead. haha.

kays too bored nth to post. bye!
Hey guys!

okay boring saturday. rot for the whole day. and yea monday's public holiday yea? haha may go out and play lol.

haha i may go to mars on tuesday so i may not blog uh? haha maybe i can blog in mars lol.

well... i am seriously bored. omg. especially when it comes to weekends. i can rot and slack like shit. omg.

well people go to my squad blog and tag haha. and apparently all squads have a squadblog now. haha. kays ppl keep your squad blogs alive!

kkays nth much to post le bye!

(haha i have been eating a lot these days XD)
weeh guys i am back from saturn.

okay dun feel like blogging abt the saturn trip lol lazy.

okay shall blog abt the flag day thingy.

went to bishan to meet my squadmates to collect tins. yea then aft tt when we were on the building we have to select a location. and someone i forgot who suggested to go orchard. i tink is xiao yu. yea went to orchard and yea there's a lot of ppl, but not many donated. some were rushing or a lot of bla bla bla. nvr ending story lol. okay ate and continued flag day. walked walked and we saw jay chou(zhou jie xiong). yea nvm i think not many ppl knew this joke haha. see why xiao yu wanted to go orchard alr? haha.

kays aft tt break break shop shop and left.

kays end of flag day.

okay btw ppl if you all want to shop and dun feel like going orchard, you can go junction 8. there's a lot of things to shop there.

kays end bye lol.
Hey guys!

haha new link! relink hor... lol

nice name uh? haha. know the meaning? go figure it out yourself lol.