date:Thursday, January 29, 2009
title:
Hey back to post...
rarr cant imagine the HUGE amount of work i suddenly had now... i just cant finish everything forever. rarr i only have 24 hours but i think i am doing work that is supposed to be done like 72 hours? gosh...
well the only good thing is that i can finally go back to sch. although it means back to studying, but well, rotting is sch is btr than rotting at home. at least i do my work in sch and yea i can choose what to do.
gosh can i cope with everything i need to cope now? i hope so... some ppl ask me not to care abt those anymore, but well, i think i should just continue...
date:Monday, January 26, 2009
title:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
lol so how's everyone's new year? haha i basically gambled :X and ate.
okay new year mood... lol i think this yr i dun really have it. but the rest are in the new year mood lol.
kkays aft CNY there's remedial EVERYDAY yea? nuts man. nvm it's good to study more lol. at least i can cope with my studies btr now, with more stuff to handle also. i guess i played and let off too much last year lol. new yr new hope.
kkays nth much to post haha. buhbye.
date:Friday, January 23, 2009
title:
Hehe...
CNY celebrations in sch today. bacically slacked and stoned. kays aft that went to watch red cliff and home-ed. rarr just cant be bothered to elaborate much abt today.
okay i guess i cant give up now man. it's at stake. i cant bear to see it fall.
and i think i too hum le -.-
date:Thursday, January 22, 2009
title:
Rarr rarr...
gosh the binomial theorem test... faints... the questions are... stunnable? lol.
okay shalln't elaborate further on it. okay parade... drills with sec 2s. well i am glad that there's improvment, but yea i seriously expect a lot more. at least a solid bang(which is loud).
yea and i think someone told me sth makes a lot of sense. like seriously i am thinking why must i do it lar? later become not my business also i do then very extra leh.
okay then we lao yu sheng. well the kuai4 gao1 zhang3 da4 thing -.- rarr... btw fyi, just now my squadmates and i were saying 6 marks, minus 4 marks, count 2 marks in chinese lol.
okay firstly today is the sec 1s first parade. lol some still recognise me :D still got one say nor the OC very _____ person lol. saw a few 110 kids. great lol. btw they are best tribe lor lol.
okay nth much le, oh and i saw my pri sch fren brother, called Jovan today lol. he last time from CCKSS NPCC de lol. gosh envious he told me he wore the NO. 1 before. he say looks very nice. gosh envious sia...
kk nth much le bye.
date:Tuesday, January 20, 2009
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Rarr... another boring day passed. at least i studied quite a lot today lol.
gah i think i should 'change' my face. you noe ppl always say i look scary or whatever(which i dun think so...) even my maths teacher scold me cos she say i very bu4 gan1 yuan4 to study maths de face. then aft that i solved the whole question like easily? zzz...
rarr kay anyway, i have nth much to blog abt alr, it's either cannot say or nth much to say. kkay bye!
date:Monday, January 19, 2009
title:
Okay today is the first day i studied in sch without being called to do other stuff, LIKE REAL! okay at least off load lar. cos mainly running ard classes to sign the OC CIP hrs credit form. muahaha i managed to hand in by today lol.
and yea i heard a lot of great words today lol. firstly, mrs lee said, "Leaders have to think of how others would feel when making decisions, but also ensuring the event runs smoothly." WOW! chim but yea try? haha. then polar lim said some stuff which also makes a lot of sense to me.
yea end of sch and aft handing in OC CIP form i went down and ate(finally!). okay aft that went to COL to help miss lim pack the stuff. sth happened... dun wanna elaborate on it. 烂桃花 -.- okay haha aft that miss lim treat milkshake lol.
aft that went tuition. and yea i think my tuition teacher is more interested in my personal life(gossip) can? ask so much tsktsk lol.
anyways, i dun really feel like bothering what you(you all) say alr, i shall use my own eyes and see. what for man? as in you(you guys) always demoralise, then listen make me more emo nia. i might as well listen to encouraging words lor...
oh yes i think i realised sth. i think that ryt, you would only enjoy sth when you have been through the whole process from the start, like from planning to the end. yea so then you will enjoy the outcome blablabla. cos you will yea feel like satisfied? haha.
okay that's all? oh ya there maybe an OC blog so yea look forward to it haha.
date:Sunday, January 18, 2009
title:
heyhey yoyo postpost lol.
well finally i am free, i finally have the time. going to focus on my studies alr i guess? yea must study and complete all work lol.
hmm the free feeling is really weird. maybe it's cos i've been used to being busy. do do do and now i have nth to do. well, so i have to find more things for myself to do, study.
okay yea well focus on studies bahs. oh btw, i bought CNY stuff again lol. so i spent a total of $400+? and yea plus stuff ppl bought for me i think it's abt $500+ lol. okay random.
haha OC really rocked! kkays the end.
date:Saturday, January 17, 2009
title:Orientation Camp 2009!
Okay i am back from oc alr lol. it was really fun and i've met a new bunch of fun ppl, great friends! kays maybe i shall just start from the start of the camp.
well first was the opening ceremony i guess. i was at np rm stoning at that time. yea aft that was the survival challenge games. yea just went ard and see see play play. rarr some sec 1s go and put camo cream on my neck(phew almost face!) okay then aft that play play then it was time for campfire. yea yea aft that NAC. omg highlight can lol. firstly went ard the haunted houses. lol effects were really great. haha james put in a lot of effort like since duno how long ago he has been trying very hard to do everything alr. liasing blabla. somemore that day his birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!okay during NAC went to listen to mr ng and some council peeps talking. learnt a lot on planning actually. of cos i did gave some comments haha. okay then went to canteen to 'scold' lol. the sec 1s dun wanna sleep lar. then have to shout and scream. Li Yu aka 'TIKO' Tay wanted to go in somewhere lol. kays then there's debrief and then went on with sentry. talked with some council peeps aft that. yea haha the talk was sort of lol. managed to catch one hour plus of sleep then morning assembly. followed on was the morning exercise.
okay it was the cheering session in the hall aft that. lol. everyone started going crazy and high. the oc dance for me was more of whacking bong and bong whacking me lol. okay then it was the really high disco. lol omg the disco rock. we just all went crazy. they even did the oc 06 mass dance lol i forgot most of the steps alr :X
right prize presentation, followed by dismissal.
okay aft this orientation, i have thought a lot. a lot of things has happened, and i am thinking what have i done wrong. well, i guess i have to also think of how the affected ppl will feel also instead of only thinking of making decisions that will run the event smoothly. miss lim talked to me and it make a lot of sense to me. well, i still have a lot to learn. and yea thanks miss lim i finally understood on diff ppl diff tone.
and yea i really need to thank council and mr edmund ng. they are the ones that made me pull through and orientation night was pretty much of a success i guess. at least the sec 1s were quite high? lol. yea thanks for your encouragement even went i was really stressed and pissed at that point of time. thank you guys for giving me the faith and confidence throughout the process. it really helped me a lot. and mr ng was encouraging me throughout the camp and giving advices and seriously, mr ng you rock. thanks a lot cos you keep encouraging me even till the end of the camp during dismissal you gave me some advices. i really appreciate it. thanks.
and yea council peeps! thanks! you guys are tyring to help me and from the planning of the camp till the end you guys have helped me and done a great job. aft that you guys came and encourage me a lot i still rmb the one at the canteen lol. aft that at the parade square you guys gave me so much encouragement. and yea noel haha my chief for campfire. haha thanks a lot. you even helped me to yea did sth thanks man. nice one lol. this camp was really a great learning experience for me.
yea i am now very very confused abt sth. so yea anyways thanks haha. i felt real good for that.
okay that's abt it alr haha. OC 09 ROCK!
Labels: OC 09
date:Tuesday, January 13, 2009
title:
Hi yea!
kays recently i am very busy and really very busy that sometimes i will turn red -.-
first i have to study in sch,
next i have to attend to so many things in sch,
then i have to come home very late,
then i have to do np stuff,
then i have to do oc stuff,
then i have to leave time for revision.
SCHOOL DAY?! well i guess it's in a unique way then... the sec 4 life.
well i just got back my 'O' level result. well i got an A1. and yea to some of you guys dun be sad or go low morale if you think that you didnt do well. you still have a long way to go, there's still 'o's, 'a's, and your uni degree. it's still a long way to go.
to some council ppl: yea i noe you guys have put in a lot of effort in the whole OC. well definitely there will be some things not running smoothly, but i believe everything will turn out just fine :). just have confidence in yourselves and do your best. and rmb dun cry.
yea aft sat, i went to reflect a lot. the passion of np is still in me, but not for some. and there's a reason for me to love np. np is the one that let me exopse to the outside world. np is the one that make me understand the importance of friendship. np made me learn a lot of things and i am grateful for np. looking at the unit now, sometimes i just feel so useless. why cant i do anything to let others enjoy np? why cant i bring the unit to greater height? zzz...
cadets arent enjoying themselves. and wth am i doing? why am i so useless that i cant even help them and let them enjoy np? seriously this feeling is not good. *slaps myself*
rarr is there anyone who can tell me what can i do? i feel so useless.
date:Thursday, January 8, 2009
title:
Hey guys!
Yea it's been a long time since i posted. gah it's cos i am BUSY, not LAZY lol. kays guess i shall start on monday.
monday
morning assembly. omg the state flag lol.
lessons aft x weeks lol i duno how long lar. the hypnotising thing is coming back man lol just i guess i have to endure now cos yea sec 4 lol.
kays lessons ended and went to take maths test. aft that polar and i went down and yea saw and attended FDC. aft FDC changed and went to place the banner on the 2nd level.
finally we can leave sch @ 6.45. went to the bus-stop and the bus was full. in the end still walk to mrt station and the mrt spoiled just as we went up. gosh! but siang yu more poor thing lol cos he paid $2 for nth as he bought the ticket as his ezlink spoilt.
reached home at ard 8.30. gosh xiao niang re last epi le. blame it on my own luck. yea then still have to work and finally i can sleep. wooh. btw haha some ppl are shocked with my new hairstyle.
tuesday
morning assembly as usual, but this time the flag was fine lol.
went up to class, then suddenly i know that i need to go for sec 1 orientation. run ard some sec 4 classes to find ppl and off we went to SAC.
went to the classes aft that. ended @ 9.30 aft all the bombings and went back to class for lessons. went down at 11.30 again. then went up at 12. came down at 12.30 again. 1 was luch and went to staff room. kays then back to class and lessons ended. FDC-ed and went to staff room again. aft that yea home-ed.
wednesday
morning assembly. yea very tired today zzz. almost slept in class. lessons as usual. ended and went to np room and started working. aft that went home. and gosh i left my amaths textbook in school. then no homework for me today lol.
thursday
morning assembly. yea sch song have to sing twice and i went sedia twice, senang diri once cos aft tt mr edmund ng didnt give me command to senang diri so didnt cos he wanted to talk. lessons yea then it was the SS test which left me stunned. lol. FDC-ed and stone-ed and home-ed. and siang yu pls return back to your normal self pls.
okay my back and both arms are aching very badly gosh. my arms are even swelling -.- kays i think i have nth much le bahs. and yea tmr's parade will be fun ppl trust me.
and i wanna say sth. the inner beauty will always be btr than the outer beauty. trust me. just like the egg shell and the edible part of the egg. ppl will always prefer getting the inner part of the egg than getting one useless egg shell ryt? gah dun think anyone will know what i am referring to anyway. this thing is seriously i very emo thing. gosh.
kkays buhbye.