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Hi yea!

kays recently i am very busy and really very busy that sometimes i will turn red -.-

first i have to study in sch,
next i have to attend to so many things in sch,
then i have to come home very late,
then i have to do np stuff,
then i have to do oc stuff,
then i have to leave time for revision.

SCHOOL DAY?! well i guess it's in a unique way then... the sec 4 life.

well i just got back my 'O' level result. well i got an A1. and yea to some of you guys dun be sad or go low morale if you think that you didnt do well. you still have a long way to go, there's still 'o's, 'a's, and your uni degree. it's still a long way to go.

to some council ppl: yea i noe you guys have put in a lot of effort in the whole OC. well definitely there will be some things not running smoothly, but i believe everything will turn out just fine :). just have confidence in yourselves and do your best. and rmb dun cry.






yea aft sat, i went to reflect a lot. the passion of np is still in me, but not for some. and there's a reason for me to love np. np is the one that let me exopse to the outside world. np is the one that make me understand the importance of friendship. np made me learn a lot of things and i am grateful for np. looking at the unit now, sometimes i just feel so useless. why cant i do anything to let others enjoy np? why cant i bring the unit to greater height? zzz...

cadets arent enjoying themselves. and wth am i doing? why am i so useless that i cant even help them and let them enjoy np? seriously this feeling is not good. *slaps myself*

rarr is there anyone who can tell me what can i do? i feel so useless.