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God i feel damn stupid now... there's a circle test tmr. it's a sec 3 topic, but i lost that stupid worksheet of mine and the tb is going in my head now. well... i just have to blame myself for it for not being able to even keep one stupid worksheet. i feel stupid... i really am.

it's like other people have a bright future ahead, and mine is hanging in mid air.

i am doing other things voluntarily, when others told me that those things they consider it as nth.

i dun mind doing these things. in fact i love doing these things. i get what i want and expect from these.

but studies... urgh.

then here comes all those tests and results. others are getting As, and mine is like a load of crap.

i seriously feel stupid. looking at those subjects that i am studying now, it's not that it cnt get in my brain, it's just that i will tend to neglect it after some time and totally forget abt it and my results goes phwee.

then here it comes, stress aft stress, anger aft anger. things that ppl are stressed at, i am more stressed. things that ppl dun get angry abt, i get angry over it. pissed pissed pissed. the pimples on my face are not for show.

then aft that here it comes, disappointment aft one another. gosh... i hate it.

if i given a chance, i would turn time. if given a choice, i would still want to be at NHHS. just infer from what i mean.

i guess i am just... pissed with myself.