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Post post haha. kays group meeting was quite okay cos apparantly nothing serious came. kays then went to eat and heard a lot of liao4? lol kays aft tt went home. well sth happened and i started emo-ing. tuition. haha sometimes i think the english tuition makes me more relaxed cos it's very innocent there yea? as in no backstabbing blabla... kays then home-ed. haha realised sth and i am damn damn damn happy now lol. goody moody.

kays hmm idk what to comment abt some things... and i will not use webdings to cover this okay.

okay it's not easy taking major posts or OIC for events you see. cos it's like you have to do everything(which i dun mind) but get all kinds of nonsense from some source that i dun wanna say.

NCO-ship haixs i miss cadet life like siao man. at least there isn't all those vexing things that actually have no link with np kays? i dun mind the proposals and work blablabla. ask me to do i will do one. but just tt you know that source is damn irritating. it can really piss you off like 10000000x you know.

and apparantly, i still have to cope with my studies. i noe that i am very very weak in certain subjects and i am trying to put an effort in it. but some ppl will just dun noe(no one will know anyways)... but sometimes i am really too tired to use my brain le. some days you know. you just feel like laughing and forgetting everything.

idk lar. it's not tt i dun like the work that NCO-ship has gave me. i seriously dun mind. like what some ppl said i am too enthu in np muz relax sometimes. but np is the thing that make me relax? then all these crap comes and i dunno what else i can do to relax other than chatting with ppl and sometimes some LOL stuff will come out although it may be lame sometimes.

well... NCO-ship also change a lot of things in my life. like what i need and cannot do. but yea some parts of after NCO-ship is nice like the national day parade part(has tt got to do with NCO-ship in the first place?) gah... but well at least you noe i see the real side of some ppl through NCO-ship. some CIs are really nice to give you all the info you need for your proposal. then yea TOs are all damn nice to help you all the time even in your studies. then NCO-ship made me make more frens(and really is a lot!).

NCO-ship also made me a more experienced person. you know like i can give advices to ppl on their work on np blabla... i also get to know a lot of insider info(which sometimes have to link with NP!) haha. NCO-ship made me a more random person too.

NCO-ship sorta improve my physique though. being the pt head, apparantly i have to be fit yea. kkays nth much to prove on this.

NCO-ship needs me to be some sort of perfect in almost everything. even my commands. as in there are diff ways for diff CCAs i know that, but does it matter? why dont all the CCAs open conference and sign peace treaty or a pact? omg i am so into history lol. but wouldnt it be so much better? as in all the CCAs live in peace and harmony, just like the NDP everyone cheering and helping each other. i bet my ex class 205'07 would love tt cos quite a number of us are from UG and yea we sort of want peace but circumstances dun allow us to? idk.

in a sentence, all i can say is: NCO-ship 讓我歡喜讓我憂(if you uds traditional chinese) haixz...

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